1am. Roll over. Check my inbox. Double take. Now I got to handle what's been either unsaid or unheard now you can press rewind on my words
Numerous times you had somethin to say about me being stupid
The longer I'm away from the devil the more my memory reveals
I already been in hell and I been kicked out
Im much more comfortable in limbo
Family who? Not you what's your tie to me
I gave the devil his throne for 8 years and now it's the present not the pas6 why you looking back cause you woke and realized you left somwone who gave you their best 22 years old stepped up for you and gave you a place to lay your head
Remember all the nights of tears you don't well I do every second and it was to many years I was there for you everyday and every night I had no one to lay next to
I would come out in the night and beg you you can kill me once but not twice it seems to me you require instructions on life if you want some tips here's all I got to say stop spreading hate hostility and toxicity why don't you look in the mirror instead of barking at everyone in your path you dug your own tunnel now live and let live while I rehab from what you did to my head
I gave you all my savings sent you where you wanted to go so you'd be safe and when will you stop believing your own lies open your eyes and get wise you had a ride or die that you were apathetic to crying many nights I keep you out my mouth and go about rebuilding from scratch I got a life to worry about you want some closure here it is live and let live
You broke me and my amygdala now nobody will step to me cause adrenaline kicks in woith other parasympathetic reactions and under pressure I am not worried about threats my adrenaline is designed by your dungeons to survive by any means survival of the fittest im still here nobody helping me but my own two feet family who? I ain't got one and who are you
You aint the same person I met so i got a present to be in just like the regret of time ill never get back you keep telling yourself whatever I guess it makes it true but at the end of the day I built the devil his throne and never stabbed in the back though he looked me in the eyes and told me he wouldn't care if I were dead
Words can leave marks that are permanent why am I wasting more time was 8 years enough of it
Just don't forget 6 weeks 5 days a week but when i couldn't sleep and had apnea nobody was there including you and at the end of the day I can no longer care
Best wishes to you