Verse 1:
used to be so paranoid, im jumpin in the spotlight,
you cant say im acting out cuz this is my life,
i dont understand how you can tell me that i’m not right,
i love making music til i see the sunrise,
i like goin out and making friends i didn’t know,
i feel like i’ve had this conversation once before,
how come i feel guilty when i’m happy for too long?
or the people that i love dont no pay no mind if i were gone,
Chorus:
i don’t really care now,
lighters in the air now,
i think that it’s funny when they ask to see my hair down,
fuck it i don’t care tho,
so i let my hair go,
as long as they all fuckin wit the rhythm of the snare so,
let’s slow it down,
i want you to notice when i’m not around,
maybe they’ll all like me when i find my sound,
i want you to notice when i’m not around,
i’ll let my hair go,
Verse 2:
so why do i feel so intoxicated?
i only took a few shots i hate this,
only did this to stop hesitating,
when im on stage i feel fucking naked,
cuz i feel vulnerable with my music,
what if they think that my message is stupid,
call my self abbot only out of habit,
i only go out in like 2 different jackets,
right now i feel confident somewhat,
maybe that’s cuz i’m so fucked up,
my insecurities chucked up,
so everyone here turn the fuck up,
call myself abbot only out of habit,
i’ll call myself abbot i’ll make it a habit,
all my insecurities chucked up,
so everyone here turn the fuck up,
Chorus