I cannot believe this lie
All of my pain lead to my own demise
Hidden admist the crowd, take to the sky
I feel alright and I just wanna die
Dead inside yet i crawl to the light
Stuck in the mist, and i fucking hate this
You’re the reason I roll a blunt, deal with this shit
Carve ya name to my skin, fuck a bitch in the heat
When the anxiety kicks and I will then submit
To my pain from the past that I reminisce
Stop fucking laugh or you will fucking die
Like a whore bein’ choked by her energy line
Screamin’ and pleadin’ for her fucking life
Feel no remorse and I cannot just hide
I love this dread and I’m so full of this life
I love my demons, they always provide
Walk me down, oh my delight
When I simplify my life with a fucked up mind
Imma go with a genocide, I am semper fi
Never meant for this world, oh I
Could’ve been someone else? Naah
Turned up to a therapist like mm, hi?
Cursed by the devil, like mm why?
I don’t give a fuck, all I wanna do is tie a noose and die.