March 23, 1993
Looks like Grandma's not going to make it in time for my birthday on March 28, her sickness has gotten worse. There is a possibility that I could move to my aunt and treat me like a housemaid again. I don't want it, I don't like it. It's sickening to have such strict rules, I really can't tell what's going to happen in the future, but dear god anything but my auntie's house.
My cold was getting worse due to weather, the rain was non-stop/twenty-four hours. But no worries, it's not like the place is going to flood down, if it did I won't last because I can't swim. The Innkeeper who babysits me was pretty nice, he gave me plenty of Biscuits every time i visiting grandma at the hospital. I'm sure he felt pity of me because of Grandmas situation. He and my grandma were always having a lovey-dovey moment and their adult stuff that i don't even know. I wouldn't blame him if he was really that emotional. My Grandma was such a lovely Grandma.
Derek went visit me as he always does, he was making sure that I'm okay and he asks what's going to happen to me if grandma passed away. I told him straightforwardly that I would back to my Hometown, and move back to my Aunties house, he wasn't happy mentioning my auntie, that I might be moving to my notorious relative in my family. He never forgets the trouble he had, facing my aunties Guard Dogs back in our elementary days. He always trespasses to auntie's house every night just to visit me. The moment Auntie knew that Derek was inside the house, the next time he trespasses again she would free the dogs, with no hesitation to stop if Derek was ripped to smithereens. Auntie is one evil witch.
After Derek left, I went back to my room and start making music, about how I feel after hearing the doctor said about Grandma's lifespan, which is only a few days left. I'm not sure if I rather am anxious or be depressed. It's really too much for me, I lost my parents when I was 3, and grandpa died early due to alcohol, and now grandma too? I don't really know how I am going to continue my normal life and my studies if my aunt have taken advantage of me in her dirty work. I don't want to mention some worst things of my auntie's side, it was really disgusting. I can't even imagine what she looks like. It's been Five years that I haven't seen Auntie. Probably Cruela De Vil as ever. So Cruela and a De Vil.
"Oh Lord, if you can hear my prayers every night. Please let this be my birthday wish, is to take me somewhere nice. I can't stand moving to my aunt. Not Again."
P.S. After Grandma died, rest assured that I'm going back to my hometown High school for sure. Where I could meet braggart Lance. Another pain in the ass.
- Camille
To be continued?